The Wild World of TB!

So this joker, 'the insider' has been lurking and posting on my site. He/she likes to drop little comments on things in the appearance of that he/she knows me in some way. The biggest question really is; what are they the inside of? Are they inside people that I know? Are they inside some other organization? Who the hell knows and that is my issue with anonymity, people don't know who you are and what gives you the right to say anything about anyone. So this joker wants to be famous, this joker wants to call me the hell out. Well ok, 'insider' let's do this!

The first comment was dated on 6/14/2007 and it was directed towards me after my thundertb account was banned from PBNation when the Packman information hit. Here it is along with relevant ip information:

Blog: World of TB Post: You have got to be kidding me! Author: insider (IP: 4.225.22.146, dialup-4.225.22.146.Dial1.Cincinnati1.Level3.net)Email: tb@isuck.comUrl: Comment: the robertboatwright account on PBNation was perm banned too since it was your account created to spam and troll. you didn't think anyone would notice?

And then we have this one:

Blog: World of TB Post: You have got to be kidding me! Author: insider (IP: 4.225.22.146, dialup-4.225.22.146.Dial1.Cincinnati1.Level3.net)Email: tb@isuck.comUrl: didn't think you would post the comment

Now both of those were deleted because they didn't meet the minimum requirements that I put out there to be able to post on my site. A name and a valid email address is all that is required to be able to say anything you want to say about me or anyone else for that matter. While they can be faked at least be adult enough to give someone the opportunity to take what they agree or disagree with you private if they choose, and that includes me. I don't take people to task or talk to them in the public eye only. And let me tell you know that tb@isuck.com is not a real email address. The sad part is that you know better, I mean you are an upstanding person yourself right insider? Isn't that why you can't show who you really are? You would rather hide and make comments about me and my friends? When you do not know the truth or anything close to it, only what you have been told right?

So here was his/her statement just a few days ago after I got temp banned on PBNation.

Visibility: Published09/05/07 @ 18:14 • Email: tb@isuck.com • IP: 4.225.111.189 •
In response to: Bring it Bitches!
Comment from: insider [Visitor]
How did you like your ban Lawrence? That's 1 strike out of three towards you being BOS'd on PBNation. You already have 2 accounts that are permanently banned.
I know you won't post this so consider it a warning that your BS will not be tolerated.

And my response to that post:

In response to: Bring it Bitches!
Comment from: TB [Member]
Nope, I am posting it since this is my site even though you don't have the balls to say who you are. How do you like that I call you a PAB and your status there a sham that shows that the whole damn site is corrupt. Is this my punishment for getting online to talk what a bunch of punks you are? You ban me for a piece of signature that had been there since May, wow you sure are attentive aren't you.

Here bitch, just goes to show that if you dare me, I'll even post something you say without your name in it. Since well TB@isuck.com is not a valid address, however TB@spankingyourmom.com however is.

And then Nudi responded with:

In response to: Bring it Bitches!
Comment from: Nudi [Member]
Hey, Insider:

Fuck you. And if you are representative of the caliber of mods and/or people who post there....once again, fuck PBN.

Oh, and the ban he got? If you were the one, try and time it better next time. See, he was at EMR for the time frame of the ban, so he wouldn't have been posting anyway.

So, that 3-day ban for 'bypassing the swear filter in his signature line' was a wasted ban!

Oh, and that had been in his sig since May..which means you aren't very observant, or you were looking for a reason to ban him. Glad you found one.

And what this was is simple. In my signature of 'The-TB' account that I was told to create by the owner of PBNation after my thundertb account was banned for spamming and trolling (which it wasn't) it said this: "When you care enough send the F$%$ stick!" it has been this way since my account was created in June. And on the 1st of September a helpful admin at PBNation decided to ban me for dodging the swear filter. I chose at that time not to say anything here, mostly because I am tired of pointing out the blatant hypocrisy on that thing that they call an internet forum. But this person couldn't let it go. So I asked around, found out it was an admin who banned me vs. a mod. Well hell there are only 5 of them, so I figured I would do some looking to see what I could find. But we'll get into that more in a minute.

Then the cocksucker popped back up again and posted, however since he had knowingly violated the simple little request I had asked for and I had even allowed his post regardless of it. So this is what I edited and put in his post:

09/06/07 @ 21:37 • Email: tb@isuck.com • IP: 4.224.108.141 • No Spam Karma
In response to: Bring it Bitches!
Comment from: insider [Visitor]
****EDIT BY TB ********

You got one bitch, now you can come clean with a real fucking email and a name or you can take you mouth and go somewhere else.

And that's the bottom line.

Think he would have learned the lesson then right? Nope, he/she didn't but someone else noticed and posted this:

In response to: Bring it Bitches!
Comment from: Scott Hall [Visitor]
insider,

Ok, Are you going to come from behind the cover of darkness, or are you going to be a coward. Like everyone else that wants to challenge a change.

Scott

and this:

In response to: Bring it Bitches!
Comment from: Scott Hall [Visitor]
insider,

Don't reply, and show that you are a true BITCH!

And then poof, the insider pops up again and makes a post. The funny thing is he didn't address either of those comments to him. And so because of his lack of a name and valid email address, I was forced to again edit his posts with this:

09/10/07 @ 19:18 • Email: tb@isuck.com • IP: 4.224.195.49 • No Spam Karma
In response to: Bring it Bitches!
Comment from: insider [Visitor]
*** Edit BY TB*****

Dude, I gave you one to do anonymously, now you better come up with a better email address and name then what you have.

I mean sheet you would think that someone with your talents on PB Nation would be better at this.

Want your post to be up, then get it right.

Now I know that the guy had to get the message that time, right? Surely he must have finally gotten the message, right? Um no, obviously they pass glue out where he lives and he loves the stuff. So then this morning I awake to another freaking post by this ass hat and the only reason I post this, is just to show that you are indeed a PAB 'insider' and I will find out who you are and expose your ass as well.

But here is what he posted:

Visibility: Draft09/11/07 @ 08:33 • Email: tb@isuck.com • IP: 4.224.108.2 • No Spam Karma
In response to: Bring it Bitches!
Comment from: insider [Visitor]
LOL this is further proof that you are spineless and a bottom feeder. Editing peoples comments is low. It makes people wonder what other comments you edit to suit your needs.
Again here's my comment;

Awww TB and Nudi, sorry to hear you hate to hear the truth but I'm glad to see you've put your clothes on and addressed the issue, albeit in your pathetic ways. Point of context is that you both are on their radar. Timelessness is a virtue. Since you both seem to hate PBNATION why even go there? What I spoke of is public information. Math doesn't lie. Crying about it is useless. Do the crime do the time, forever. Isn't that what you profess for others? Once convicted always convicted, right? No parole, no rebuilding, no rehabilitation, just harrassment and stirring up problems to the impuned.
It will be fun watching PBNATION slowly cut you two down to the small people you really are. Shame is once upon a time you both were upright and respectfull players. You've turned into nothing but pathetic bottom feeders.

I seriously doubt you have the balls to post it.

Now 'insider' care to expound on what you mean by this? What is it that you think you know? Once again for the record, every post that has not been posted (of the 15 in the history of my website) or has been edited (8 or so) has been because the people posting them have not put their name or a valid email address with their comment. It is a simple request, one that would be met by anyone with any type of balls that wants to truly take me or Nudi to task. Which people there 'insider'? Which people are wondering about the 'objectivity' of my site?

But then you bring up putting clothes on? And that PBNation is going to cut us down? What the hell are you smoking? Public information? Math doesn't lie? What the hell? And as for convictions, asshat. Yes once you are convicted, you are convicted. But the last time I checked neither Nudi nor I had been convicted of anything on PBNation since that isn't a court. But you must think you know something to come after me like this, right?

No parole, no rebuilding, no rehabilitation, just harrassment and stirring up problems to the impuned.

You have got to be shitting me right? Unpunished? I mean that is what you meant by impune right? Or did you mean impugn? You know to vilify someone or to attack them without credibility? Are you trying to say that Patrick is being maligned or MXS is being maligned or Diane is being maligned in some way? A convicted violent rapist is in our midst, hidden even by a woman who touts herself as a 'woman promoter' in the sport and because I say something and support others who do more than that I am somehow the bad guy? You are on the crack pipe, seriously. There have been other instances of sexual impropriety between Patrick and other females, I know I was there for several. But those people refuse to press charges because of shit heads like you, and you want to come and give me some kind of 'righteous indignation' about punishing people who don't deserve it?

Shame is once upon a time you both were upright and respectfull players. You've turned into nothing but pathetic bottom feeders.

Is that right? You might want to rethink that statement, because according to some I have never been upright or respectful. However I see your attempt to point out that you think you know me or at least of me. And that your opinion should somehow matter to me. And that those few words you uttered could somehow sway someone who was sitting on the fence of this into believing your words and that I am indeed a pathetic bottom feeder. So pathetic that you feel the need to hide behind a fake email address and name and a dial up account in Ohio. Wow who is the pathetic one now, 'insider'? Here is one for you, bite me!

So now you people can see everything that the insider has posted 'behind the scenes'. And you ask me, 'TB, who do you think it is?' Well that is not so easy, and I don't know if I am quite ready to go there yet. But it will depend on that PAB's comments back to this because if PAB's can't stand one thing, it's the lights being turned on and them being exposed for the cockroaches that they are.

But here is something for you to ponder there 'insider', in fact it was even brought out on PBNation of all places:

Annoying someone via the Internet is now a federal crime.

It's no joke. Last Thursday, President Bush signed into law a prohibition on posting annoying Web messages or sending annoying e-mail messages without disclosing your true identity.

This ridiculous prohibition, which would likely imperil much of Usenet, is buried in the so-called Violence Against Women and Department of Justice Reauthorization Act. Criminal penalties include stiff fines and two years in prison.

Buried deep in the new law is Sec. 113, an innocuously titled bit called "Preventing Cyberstalking." It rewrites existing telephone harassment law to prohibit anyone from using the Internet "without disclosing his identity and with intent to annoy."

Maybe I should forward your ip information to the local FBI office? I mean because you are certainly annoying the hell out of me with your useless prabble. How does that sound, 'insider'? How’s the size of my balls look to you now, PAB?

Our favorite resident TIP Brad has been around on WOTB again. Remember what a tip is, Brad? Oh, that's right, you 'don't' know what that means...but I guess you have a good working definition of what I think a TIP is, right?

You posted this to Indy:

To Indy and his clone: Impersonation of an Active Army Colonel, no, certainly not...acknowledging my status as serving my country in the capacity of a Ranger Qualified officer, yes. You are the ones who, so quickly and wrongly assumed I was indicating that I was an active army Colonel. I report to a Bird, actually. I noticed the typo...but did not fix it..I did encourage it. I told him about this site...He thought the thing funny at first and then told me clarify it after it ran its course. We are old friends. He went to West Point. BTT...=It was funny, so, I ran with it. That being said, no offense was meant to anyone having actually served in the USARMY. If you took offense, then, you were probably a REMF anyway and who cares. Rather, my having an active role in the defense of our country in whatever capacity I once, now or will serve is assured.

YOUR POST BRAD, on PBN dated 8/10/07:

You may call me Sir. Lt.Col or Bird, it makes little difference in how quickly a leg must salute. When you make your mark in the REAL WORLD you can then afford to buy your way to whatever fake rank you want on SpecOps. I merely wanted my fake rank to at least match.

Now, here is the link for all you who are interested: http://www.pbnation.com/showthread.php?t=2307638

I suggest you go read it before Brad erases it, as I'm sure it was all one huge typo. WTFE, you lying PAB.

I didn't wrongly assume anything. You said he could call you by the title of LTC. And that's what it is Brad, as someone of your ‘hooah’-ness should know. A title you weren't entitled to use, call yourself, or ask others to call you by. I knew you weren't and I called you on it on PBN.

The following are my statements, taken from different quotes, that I directed at you on PBN.

Why would he call you 'bird?' Now I know he was a marine...different branch and all, but I know the rank structure of the Army...especially the officer side of things. Being an officer's wife, I know that Bird refers to 'Full-Bird' Colonel...not to LT. COL.

You list yourself as a retired 0-5. Wow! And at what, 39? That makes you one of the most high speed, low drag retired 0-5's that I know...and I know a bunch of them. And that is certainly something to be proud of, if it's true...

And if you wanted your fake rank to match your real rank (which, according to your spec ops page is a retired 0-5), then why a major? The ranks don't match.

You aren't in my COC Brad, and since I've never had a LTC (retired or otherwise) mention me and his 'tip' in the same sentence, I have my doubts about you. In other words, you are not talking the talk of a field grade officer, or even a company grade one....and as previously mentioned I've known more than a few.

I gave you your props and said it was something to be proud of, if it was true.

High speed, low drag wouldn't even been to describe what you say you've done!

But, enlighten me, Brad. I'd love to hear about this. Tell me what 'hoop' I need to 'jump through' to be educated about this. I'm always open to new information. You have my email, darlin or you can pm me here.

Not once did you say, "You are mistaken. No, I'm not a retired 0-5.'

Here is the phrase for the day, hand-picked especially for you, Brad: LIE BY OMISSION. But apparently you don’t know what it means...

You've made several statements about not being fake:

There is nothing fake about me. I do not color my hair, have hair plugs, use rogaine, viagra and I do not cheat, I do not steal and I do not abide those who do..cheat and steal. (use viagra, plug your hair and color those greys...if you want to, lol)

But lying is ok, right? As long as it’s not cheating or stealing, right?

But what a typo that was! From 0-1 (maybe 0-2) all the way to 0-5. I’m looking at my keyboard, and wondering how that could have happened. And even, if I could believe you for one minute, you totally blew it when you thought it was ‘funny’ and didn’t take the time to ‘fix’ it. And you didn’t fix it until TB challenged you to send your DD-214, mentioned you’d only been in 5 years (and a med out at that), with you posting on spec-ops in some obscure thread you didn’t think anyone knew about that you were only a lowly lieutenant. Can we believe that? Or is that a typo too?

I think not. And this is why I think it:

you posted this on Viper’s forums in June of this year after the Blanding game, when you were attacking me, TB, Thunderstruck and Viper Paintball:

To Nudi...whoever you are. I tell the truth, but, THE TRUTH is a competitor of yours, pun intended. Your slander and innuendo only dig your little hole deeper. I am really glad that I had enough of an effect on you and yours (no such thing as bad publicity) that you remember my given name, as I, with the exception of Pacman and Mother, do not know any of you...even by sight apparently.

Yet now, you suddenly ‘remember me’ and not only remember me, remember barrel-taggin me at that same game, and now remember me and mine ‘cheating.’ You, are a liar and a fucking shitty one at that. But your responses? Threats to dig into our pasts. And now how you ‘didn’t mean to offend’, but if you did, ‘they must have been REMFs’. My darling husband was never a REMF and he found all of your posts highly offensive… especially the ones directed towards his wife.

I’m really tired of your stupid shit. I’m normally a very nice person, but you don’t deserve any ‘niceness’ from me with all the stupid shit you’d posted to me/about me. I just happen to be on a website where I can say what I really, really think and not worry about censorship.

Dig into my past all you want to, bitch. I’ve done nothing that has a fucking thing to do with paintball, or anything else that I’d give a rat’s ass if anyone knows. Take shots at me here if you like, mental boy...but I don’t think it will get you very far here.

But really, from the bottom of my heart, I want you to go fuck yourself...just be sure to tell yourself how fucking high speed/low drag it was Bird, when you are cuddling later with your MPD manifestation(s).

*MPD=Multiple Personality Disorder.

So I have been sitting and wondering what is the point of 'taking it to PM' that the mods and upright folks over at PBNation scream about all the time now. Does it solve anything for people to bash each other in private? Even more so when the individuals don't like each other and talking privately isn't going to fix that. To me, putting your issues out publicly allows for your peers to see what is going on, maybe even make a few judgments and helps someone see the error of their ways. I mean it is an internet forum not an internet PM office. But I see more and more liberalistic tendencies where posting anything of any real substance is frowned up. It allows people to post rumor and innuendo and then you are supposed to take it to PM to resolve it. When that requires the person doing the above to come back and state that he was wrong. And for the most part, people will not do that.

I tend to take things into the light. I don't mind people knowing what I think or how I feel about something. Some call that being an egomaniac or sanctimonious since I tend to give 'unsolicited' opinions or advice. However I see it as offering to tell people the way things are either good or bad without resorting to being a 'yes' man. So take that for whatever it is worth.

But now I bring you Brad's latest PM to me, through PB Nation. And after reading I want you to try and maybe tell me is the purpose of this PM in regards to having to be private.

From PBNation PM:
Today, 08:47 AM
TB,

George...ouch, stop...uncle...? Whatever.

That is my deceased foster father's name.

If I did suffer from schizophrenia, you should be worried, that means that several versions of me find you to be a wasted bag of flesh who's ego writes checks his azz cannot cash. If I suffered from Bi-polar disorder, I could be happy and sad that we get to meet. I doubt that you are a smartass on this level, face to face. I am the same person on the net as I am IRL.

Thank Nudi for educating me in what TIP means to her.

I am a bastard by definition and a SOB by birth. I have been shot at, stabbed, beaten and tortured. My skin is thick and I play by the rules...when there are rules.

What can you possibly do or so say that can ever truly insult me?

What I detest about you is how you are helping to ruin the sport through your playing on and cheating during missions...(talking refs into signing your cards...or worse), shooting hot-day and night and deliberately dissing the grass roots/walk on players...where we all started.

You are a cheat. It is another reason that you NEED your world of TB site. It is but one more trait of someone who believes themselves superior...which is actually an inferiority complex in disguise. This also explains the large chip on your shoulder toward anyone who would deign to disagree with you or your running mates. You are at least loyal...to a fault.

Tighten up your game TB. You are a hero to some younger players and a role model...to those who do not know you and only read your diatribes.

Please, play your normal game at VIP Blanding...people will be watching you...as they always do. Follow Indys/Vipers rules...unless playing on is a "new twist" allowed at the VIP.

Do you want me to use "my" resources to fully eyeball you and nudi? I am not really that "hated up" as to really want to pursue this...as, there is no going back once the packet is openned.

I have been respectful of the sport enough not to comment on the obvious issues that the VIP is having with cancellations, lack of preregs and even commanders dropping out. I am not involved and remain mute. If only you had the personal ethos to act accordingly.

I do not like you much (not playing standup ball-hard to fix and not easily forgotten). I do not hate you either (I do like your intensity-something that few people actually know how to embrace).

Hate is as rare as love and just as precious.

Schizo? We all are to a certain extent. If not, the human race would have ceased to exist almost as soon as the first erectus grabbed a mammoth femur and used it to "negotiate his place in the sociostructure".

The more we converse, the better. I think-write the way I do (seeming schizo to you) due to TACT (it was a prevalent thing in some school districts in the early to mid 70's. It results in free flow thought and writing...similar to chaos theory in mathematics but for socio-dynamicism. Also suffering a little from dyslexia (a trait of 76% TACT) I skip words and transpose letters, often.

Take care and be safe,

Brad

So is it me or is Brad rambling yet again? Are the multiple personalities in full force or just the one that is all violent and psycho? So since I like to get the limelight, I guess I will answer his PM here, for all to see. Let's get started, shall we?

George...ouch, stop...uncle...? Whatever.

That is my deceased foster father's name.

So your name is not George Brad Lamb? I didn't ask you what you went by; I said that was your name. You know mine is Lawrence, yet you insist on calling me Larry. I only felt it fair to call you by a name you may or may not be called but do it in such a way as to slap you back with it, ok Georgie?

If I did suffer from schizophrenia, you should be worried, that means that several versions of me find you to be a wasted bag of flesh who's ego writes checks his azz cannot cash. If I suffered from Bi-polar disorder, I could be happy and sad that we get to meet. I doubt that you are a smartass on this level, face to face. I am the same person on the net as I am IRL.

Brad, your personalities or mental state doesn't matter to me. Because what checks is it that I have written in your mind? What conversations have you had with me that give you the thoughts that I have to cover anything that I have said? But rest assured, that anything I have said or maybe even you think I have said, I can more then readily cover in any way that they need be. And believe me, I am more of a smartass in person then here, and in person my sarcasm really comes through. Don't believe me? Well I didn't expect you to, but whether you believe it or not, don’t stop it from being reality.

Thank Nudi for educating me in what TIP means to her.

Actually dude, that is what TIP means to anyone. It is the tip of a man's penis, there is no other way to spin it unless it is 'Bradeese' that is used in the Kingdom of Lamb and there is another definition there. So drop the silliness, you knew what it was, and if you didn’t then you thought it sounded cool because you heard Kool Moe Dee say it in 1990 while on Top Secret Missions with Southern Command. Either way you knew what it was and at best you were crass and without dignity to talk to a female like that or you didn't know what it was, which makes you a dumbass for using words you don't know and you are still crass and without dignity.

I am a bastard by definition and a SOB by birth. I have been shot at, stabbed, beaten and tortured. My skin is thick and I play by the rules...when there are rules.

Wow, all of that and intelligence too, right Brad? Just shot at? You didn't win a Purple Heart? Tortured eh? Wow, so what POW then? And what rules? The rules of society? Or the rules as you apply them and justify them to yourself?

What can you possibly do or so say that can ever truly insult me?

Um I could tell you that you are the most stand up person I know and that I strive to emulate you both online and in real life and that is how I play right now? Then again, I could just tell you to play hide and go fuck yourself. Which works for you?

What I detest about you is how you are helping to ruin the sport through your playing on and cheating during missions...(talking refs into signing your cards...or worse), shooting hot-day and night and deliberately dissing the grass roots/walk on players...where we all started.

I play on and I cheat? By talking refs into signing mission cards? When did I do this Brad? Where are you getting all this information? What games was it at? Since I put out there for people to put some details in their claims other then basic 'you cheat!' and yet no one has answered that call. Why is that I cheated? Because I am better then you bitches that scream that? Because I have awards and I get asked my opinion about things? Or I get recruited or asked to command things? Is the jealousy that bad? I do not shot hot at all, in fact Brad, I am known for shooting night time speeds during the day. My gun is rarely above 250 fps for any reason. Don't believe me? Ask around to Head Refs, they will tell you. And dissing grass roots/walk on players? I haven't dissed anyone that didn't deserve it. See that's the thing, just leave me alone and don't go crowing about you are better then me and I will sit and laugh at you in private. Say some outrageous shit or come up with some crackpot ideas and well you get what you get in public. And if you mean me knocking Special 'Ed', oops I mean Ops then just over it. They put themselves out there, they wrote the checks that they couldn't cash to use your words.

You are a cheat. It is another reason that you NEED your world of TB site. It is but one more trait of someone who believes themselves superior...which is actually an inferiority complex in disguise. This also explains the large chip on your shoulder toward anyone who would deign to disagree with you or your running mates. You are at least loyal...to a fault.

Actually Brad, if you are going to try and diagnose me with some mental ailment at least get it right. I do not have an inferiority complex, I have a superiority complex. The difference? Inferiority feels that they are less the you and thus over compensates to show that they aren't, superiority thinks that they are better and so over compensates to prove that point to themselves and you. And trust me, I think I am better then you and any of your friends/cronies/buddies could ever hope to be, combined. But then again I also may suffer from Narcistic and Egotistic behavior, since if you look at the base line definition, maybe even a little bit of Rationalized Selfishness. But hey, you going to tell me you are a psychiatrist now Brad? Was that before, after or during your BS or MS? And your time traveling the globe (or the southern part of it) working on your elite skills and ability to get promoted faster then the janitor marrying the owner's daughter. (Now see there went that sarcasm again, and trust me it was funny and I would have said it in real life as well!)

I do not cheat. I do not have to cheat. I know that people watch me, I know that I am under the microscope and so I go out of the way to make sure that I am above reproach when it comes to that. It is why I shoot less then 250 even during the day. It is why I help the other side with honest questions. It is why I have even told the other side exactly how we were going to do what we did. You call it ego, but well I call it being above reproach. It isn't that I am that much better, more then it is I am that much more dedicated to my craft.

That chip as you call it, really only comes out when people like you come out in public and try to put yourself as either my peer or my better when you have not walked the roads I have. You have not put the time into the game I have or studied the players, the promoters, the rules, and the game play like I have. You get mad because you can't take me to task on that, all you can do is try to make the awards and wins hollow and without meaning, all the while putting your own peacock feathers up there or look down at the previous post at your brigade page. And I suffer for Egotism and Narcissism? Give me a break, or better yet come knock the chip off. As I said before, "I win, that's my job that's what I do!", and consistently we place in the awards, independent of promoter, commander, team, or region. If I am so bad then why do I still get the accolades, awards and respect from so many players. Just because they don't get online as much as my detractors doesn't mean yours is the only truth to be heard. I don't need people to defend me, I am quite capable of doing that myself.

But you want to prove you are better then me? My schedule is up a year in advance. Bring your ass out to the games I am at and put your money where your mouth is. Shut me down consistently, win the awards and put me in my place. Not only do I think you can't do it, I know you won't do it. You'll respond with the typical 'I don’t need to do anything, I already know I am better' attitude that you have spouted since I met you 4 years ago. Then again if you can't beat them on the field, you just come and shove on them and scream at them till you both get ejected from the game. Guess you showed them right?

Tighten up your game TB. You are a hero to some younger players and a role model...to those who do not know you and only read your diatribes.

Am I now? How would you know this Brad? Are you secretly in the TB fan club? Do you have your secret decoder ring that helps you find the really cool stuff in my blog? (see there is that wit again, that's damn funny right there!) And if I make my game any tighter Brad, then players like you won't even be able to get on the field. Damn, I forgot, you weren't able to at Blanding, my bad.

Please, play your normal game at VIP Blanding...people will be watching you...as they always do. Follow Indys/Vipers rules...unless playing on is a "new twist" allowed at the VIP.

Hey I am glad that they will be, and for the most part the haterz will be hating regardless of what I do. I always follow the rules Brad, when is the last time you got a judge punch? 4 years? I have had one in almost 6 and that one was to make someone else feel better not because of anything I did against the rules. But rest assured I will still be playing the same aggressive, in your face game that I always do, unless that gets made against the rules like your beloved GSRP.

Do you want me to use "my" resources to fully eyeball you and nudi? I am not really that "hated up" as to really want to pursue this...as, there is no going back once the packet is openned.

I don't give a fuck what you do Brad. You could take a long walk off a short pier and it wouldn't matter a hill of beans to me. This is the second time you have threatened to do a background check on me and expose me. Do you think I care? Let me answer for me, do your background check. Get 'your' sources the fuck on it and expose whatever it is that you think you know that I am supposed to be afraid of. Open the packet, the can, the locker or the closet and pull out whatever you think you can. See I am a player, I have always represented myself as a player. So anything you can pull out is not going to affect me any more then your calling me a cheater has. By all means gather your proof, it makes it easier for me to challenge and disprove when you take the time to present evidence instead or repeating 'he said, she said' bullshit.

I have been respectful of the sport enough not to comment on the obvious issues that the VIP is having with cancellations, lack of preregs and even commanders dropping out. I am not involved and remain mute. If only you had the personal ethos to act accordingly.

What the fuck are you smoking Brad? Or did you forget this post? http://forum.specialopspaintball.com/index.php?showtopic=118532&st=15

or the others where you take slaps at the invitational game in general?

Or should I bring up the backdoor politics going on by people like you as they try to talk people out of supporting the event because no one kissed your ass and sucked you up to start with. You know what, games get cancellations, lack of pre-regs was on one commander's side because of other games in the area, and so he stepped down. Another commander is being chosen and the if need be, I and other players will recruit for that commander if it means getting players out to play the game. So you think you getting online and saying anything or not doing so is supposed to make me be quiet about some event you act like you are getting paid to promote? Um.. yeah right. My reasoning has been up front since the beginning, I have played Billy's games and in the past corners have been cut. That can be done at your field and people still have a good time. Cut them at Blanding and well all of paintball could be screwed out of that venue. I am sure you don't give a fuck one way or the other, since according to you, you have been at Blanding so much both in the military and as a civilian you are just tired of the place right?

I do not like you much (not playing standup ball-hard to fix and not easily forgotten). I do not hate you either (I do like your intensity-something that few people actually know how to embrace).

Once again I play stand-up paintball, and until you bring out instances that more then you or your hidden friends can prove otherwise, you are full of shit. And as for liking me or hating me, I really don't care. You like or dislike neither fuels me nor makes me sleep easier or less at night. And my embracing of my intensity certainly can't be met with respect by you since you just got done trying to take me to task in every area of my game for being too intense. Methinks it is just another personality sticking through trying to argue another point.

Hate is as rare as love and just as precious.

Oh I doubt that, since well for me hating is easy.

Schizo? We all are to a certain extent. If not, the human race would have ceased to exist almost as soon as the first erectus grabbed a mammoth femur and used it to "negotiate his place in the sociostructure".

Actually I am not Schizo, I may have tons of other mental issues but being that is not one of them. And whether a cave man was or not has little to do with the bearing on this conversation.

The more we converse, the better. I think-write the way I do (seeming schizo to you) due to TACT (it was a prevalent thing in some school districts in the early to mid 70's. It results in free flow thought and writing...similar to chaos theory in mathematics but for socio-dynamicism. Also suffering a little from dyslexia (a trait of 76% TACT) I skip words and transpose letters, often.

Well maybe you can educate me more on this TACT, since as with a lot of things you have said, I cannot seem to find anything out about it. Including going so far as to email several of my English teachers from High School and Middle School who are now in the press, and they seem to have never heard of it either. So please expound upon this lesson, since a google search for me pulls up tact as I know it and it is defined, and well all one has to do is read your posts on PBNation to see you have none of that.

Take care and be safe,

Brad

I am always safe and I do take care, but thank you for seeing to my 'safety' Brad.

So as you can see, more of this 'uniqueness' that is known as Voodoo/Snake Doc/Brad/George has decided to pop back up my way with incoherent rants, misplaced threats and a under-utilized series of aggressive statements that certainly even more now so then before prove my point of his jealousy and feeling of inadequacy. God, it must suck to be that bad and see how good others can be and realize that you just can't get there without padding the stats or cheating. And then assuming that because you did it to get where you, that anyone with as much or more then you must have done the same thing. Sorry, George I did mine the old fashioned way, I earned them.

Well here is another of my fans, this one though is truly 'special' in my eyes. Some of you that follow Special Ops forums may remember his blatant attacks on me, Smart Parts, Viper, Archon and anyone else he could try and blame for the game at Blanding at which his heroes, Special Ops got kicked so hard in the ass that they are still travelling on the way to the moon. But Brad, before you get on here or go somewhere else and talk shit, just remember, you said all press is a good press and you thanked me for the 'Big Ups' I gave to you and your friends. So here you go, Brad, this is for you.

A little history on Brad, if you will. I first met Brad at the game in Florida a few years back. The first time I ran into Brad was on the field when he was really being a prick to the players on both sides as he was so 'intense'. In fact, it was the initial meeting that started the trip down the road of confrontation between Packman and Brad that led to the majority of Blitzkrieg to walk away from the team. Now I have never said that Packman was in the wrong so much about his response to Brad as it was that he was a promoter and should have known better. More so with the politics of the team with members trying to include a code of conduct and none of the ones had done anything like that. To be honest, Brad needed his ass whipped then. I doubt Packman could have done it, but who knows. Brad likes to point things out about my arrogance and such, but well I don't think I have ever acted the way he did or said the things he said that day.

Part of the excuse that Packman came up with was the Brad told him, he was 'connected' and would have him taken care of. According to Mother that was why Packman bowed up like he did, because Brad threatened his life. Now of course none of them remember that now, however I do have those comments on tape.

But I digress, it seems that Brad got a hard on for me after the Blanding game, well probably before but who the hell knows. There are several posts here from Brad about me, my Marine Corps Career, my paintball skills and more. I chose to put them all here for those that want to read it, just so that it is fresh in their minds what he said and when he said it.

The first couple of ones are PM's that I got in the last few days, then one where he wants to make peace the middle of July. So he hated me, called me a disgrace to the uniform and then wanted to make peace, and now he's back to the hate and such. I'll post more at then end of his posts.

From PBNATION PM's

Peace is for pussies, but, love is for you.
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You want a war dude? Look me up. Being Bi-Polar is a battle field force multiplyer...as so many in SO/SF can attest to. It limits your emotional response to the realities of war. The key is maintaining it in an undiagnosed condition...unless you closed with the enemy on a daily/hourly basis, you may not know of this. (not a jab, just reality of small unit (platoon level) close quarter combat over several weeks in SA)

I could care less about you, your crony buddy Viper or his apparently-rediculously expensive to produce scenarios. But, I do so love conflict. It inspires the war fighter.

If you care about the quality of the production at the Free Finale at Blanding, be sure to be there. I am sure that your input would be invaluable.

I will ensure that NEITHER of us end up in the stockade.

Oh, thanks again for bumping the Free PR for Ultimate Judgement, Spec Ops, me/Snake Doc/Voodoo (real cool and earned IRL) and Billy's Free Finale. (As a side, I earned my moniker in the Army, in 1987, during field medic training for SO)...I kept the XXXX alive for 5 minutes using only my right hand and three fingers of my left.

No such thing as bad PR...as long as no-one gets sued over it, lol.

I like when you call me Brad...it makes me feel warm and fuzzy.

take care and keep on keeping me entertained,

Brad

Originally Posted by THE-TB
Look Brad,

I don't want to go to war with you, I just don't see the need in it. In that fight the only one who wins is you since you try to make a name for yourself at my expense. However since you keep bringing it up, what was your SF class number?

See I have a cousin who was a Major in the 10th Special Forces from 1983-1990 and then in another unit til he retired a Lt Col. Just wondering if he might know you since the SF at that time was not a huge group of people. Then again, another friend of mine was a SGT in the 5th from 1988-1996.

But hey this is all in your court, by the way if you think any press is good press, you need to re-evaluate your thought processes. And bi-polarism is a guaranteed discharge from any unit, special or not.

Look at what, Larry, a speachless ****tard?

#1, do your own research, you do not have my respect, let alone are you worth a trip down memory lane with.
#2, good for you and your family, it was a semi-small group back then...bigger now, less personal
#3, me, make a name for myself at your expense...well, I guess you can couch it that way to make it sting less...your ego is enlightening...I bet you tortured small animals as a child.
#4, I found it interesting your knowledge level of pharmaceuticals for the treatment of certain disorders...others did too, I imagine.
#5, I read that you are considering coming to Billy's Blanding Bash...by all means, and, please reintroduce yourself.

Have a nice, quiet day...

From PM on Special Ops Forum

off on the wrong foot, again, Jul 11 2007, 09:26 AM

TB,

All of the animosity between us (viper, indy, nudi..etc...), is really rediculous and I feel less honorable for it. As evidenced by my responses on threads here and at PBN, I do NOT wish ill will on the Invitational...in point of fact, and please pass this along to indy and/or viper, I really do hope it goes well. It will be the start of something really new and interesting...adding something new for the ol' baller to be challenged by

I just hope we can pick a different venue in FL next time...focus on some woodsball. I spent enough time at in/under/over Blanding in full gear to not really relish the place, lol. But, that is just one jaded opinion.

Take care and I really do want to put this all behind us...all of us.

Sincerely,

Voodoo

Brad

From Special Ops post on this Forum: http://forum.specialopspaintball.com/index.php?showtopic=94041&st=660

May 31 2007, 11:29 PM Post #670

TB(the god of recball, woodsball and teacher of all things scenarioball...even the bad),
LOL!

You have read and reread your recreational resume to the point that you believe you earned all of those awards, and are as good as your hype?

Now, if you actually derive funds from this recreational activity, then, it is proper for you to roll out your "I love me" sheet for all to see...BUT, your awards would mean a little more if you did not receive so many at events where you and TS were "specially invited" and "sponsored".

I have attended 37 scenarios & 15 big games in a little over 5 years. Nearly 96% of which, from recollection, were fair, had GREAT PAINT from a known manufacturer, and had zero negative AARs. Of those events, I have been comped in 3 times, once as a general (won) and twice as XO (won).

VOODOO

TO TB: If you want to fight so bad, re-up. You obviously did not see any REAL combat. I also make it a personal moray not engage in combat with the mentally handicapped, so, I will leave you alone. (In a personal email to me, TB challenged me to a fight, fists, feet, teeth, nails....whatever)...

I was so scarred, I had to turn him down...this is your sponsored team captain...great, great example of the type of team that SP supports? This is the way to win friends and influence people? I also read where NUDI is not in this to make friends (Viper Forums, this subject). This is yet another example of the type of team code of conduct that SP Jumps to sponsor?

Viper, as I said, I like you and your plan, I do not care for some of your associations when it is obvious that they have severe fair, fun play issues and feel the need to INFLICT pain on newb, youngins and old vets...where is the fun in that?

...only in the mind of someone with a real problem...who plays teepee in the tub with thier paintball resume.

Jun 1 2007, 12:37 PM Post #701

Larry,

You are an insult to the armed forces and an obvious poser as a recon marine. I have never had discourse with such a low life with such high opinions of oneself...certainly not one who wore the marpat.

I would be glad to meet you and further discuss your issues with fair play, overshooting children, shooting hot at night and the following morning.

But, I know your type. You have more mouth that azz and would probably ruin his shoes when faced with a real live adult.

You make my taint itch, really.

Speaking of which, Larry, I needed toilet paper at the event and could only find copies of your resume posted in the portajohns...sorry. I added two MVPs and a spot of MVT for you.

Love and Kisses, Marine,

Voodoo
Brad

ENOUGH SAID. LOL.

So as you can see, the dude is a fruitcake and is quite the speaker as well. So much so that I decided to look up his Special Ops brigade page and I found quite the surprise. Here it is for posterity:

And yes you read that right, he says he is an O-5 US Army retired and Ranger Qualified. He also has hinted in his PM's and posts to being Special Forces qualified. This all done from a guy born in 1967. Are there any 40 year old LT. Col's in the SF that I don't know about? I mean that is some major moving and shaking in the Army. And you cant't see it very well but he is a Master at every position that Special Ops has, from Commander, the Hammer all the way down to Sniper. He has done and it appears mastered them all. Yet he has only commanded one game and XO'd twice, but hell thats better then the 1 star and 2 star generals on Spec Ops Brigade combined!

Here is his page BTW: http://www.specialopspaintball.com/brigade/member_view.asp?id=5696

Take a look at the play log and see how many back yeard or recball games there are in there. And this dude is a Major on the Spec Ops page? Wow, high speed, low drag for sure. Then you see all the pics, like this one:

All decked out in his ACU's and beret. That's pretty tough looking dude, but nothing near as tough as this:

Now I am really scared, Brad or is it George? I mean since you took to calling me Larry and that is no where in my name. My name is Lawrence, not Larry, but since you tried to use it as a some kind of derogatory snipe, how about I call you Georgey? That better for you?

So let me ask you, after reading all the above, what are your opinions there people? Is George/Brad/Snake Doc/Voodoo/Rogue Voodoo/Rogue Warrior/Rogue Thunder not one of the biggest jokes out there? Do his attacks at me look like jealousy or penis envy to you, as much as it does to me? Is there not a person in health care who thinks that he has some deep seated mental issues and needs professional help? Maybe that is what this is, a cry for help. Maybe he is trying to get someone to help him out, the only thing I would help him with is holding the rope while he jumps off the chair. But that's just me.

So make you famous enough Brad? Still like the press no matter if it is good or bad? You are the first in what is sure to be a long line of PAB's to make the Gallery of PAB's. That is an award you can put on your resume for sure now! Verdict? PAB indeed, so here he is PAB Gallery Member #001

Nough said! ;)